well it may be the tall poppy syndrome gone feral but it seems to me that no one takes enjoyment in the achievements of others. another nail in the culture coffin? maybe. i know i am pretty cynical but really, i opened myself up th the real world & all i see is ego & self promotion. it makes me less proud to ''share'' my art with others who share no one elses but themselves.
i'll be back...ok i am back & feeling a little better, a little more rational, but no less hurting. people are perplexing so i just have to keep looking at how i contribute to my feelings. right now it does feel like people fuck me over just because i open up to them. they talk me round then dump me, why? hmmm.
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