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things i need to get out of my notebook pt. 5.

By Kerryn Tredrea· Tuesday, December 28, 2010

the kid with the charlie brown head
knows that there is no good grief
when his mother wont stop crying
& there is always an empty seat
at the dinner table.

things i need to get out of my notebook pt 6

by Kerryn Tredrea on Tuesday, December 28, 2010 at 4:46pm

the man next door has helicopter hands
that make all the window frames rattle.
he's never far from a landing.
his crashpad crotch scratched
gravel red from poor nail care
and rough masturbation.
he rarely ventures out as his hands
are extentions of his dark, dark heart.

things i need to get out of my notebook pt. 7.

by Kerryn Tredrea on Tuesday, December 28, 2010 at 4:58pm

creatively making mistakes but staying mindful of the traps they set. it's in the lusciousness (lushiousity) of your lips, the first piece of the puzzle that inspires me to carry on the charade of living partially, partially closed lips becoming partially open. partial reality flicks me the bird but the dog still hasn't let me off the leash, not completely. & i just know that when he does it will be on the edge of somewhere steep, on the peak of something dangerous so it will be up to me to navigate the gravel & rocks & scrapes & cuts to get to the bottom & back in the saddle.

things i need to get out of my notebook pt. 8.

by Kerryn Tredrea on Tuesday, December 28, 2010 at 5:08pm

so it's another day, a brand new day, not quite through the looking glass but the world i inhabit is strange & mysterious with many gifts & rewards but also many risks, pot holes, pitfalls. & all i need is a confidence shield to deflect the tyrany of "other people". still, i've gotta believe that this is a better way. i am aware of my environment it may hurt my ears right now but this will pass with patience. awareness, be aware, act aware, absorb, check your phone. aware. game on.